Agyzerax - LDTB (ft. Strange Raven Sky)

There was once a girl
Such a girl, one in a kind
One in a million or even more
I thought I'd probably never find
A girl like this, but there she was
I held myself for a year or two
I had to wait for my time, my chance
But then I finally told her the truth
About how I felt about her
And seems like I still kinda do
Well, she didn't believe me at all
At first - she didn't think my love was true
But I kept on trying to get her
To be together, I gave her a kiss
Or two or more, didn't know she never
Wanted us to be "us" forever

And now every move I make
Is unsure, I feel unstable
This feeling I just can't take
So I look down the bottle

She was my girl and I loved her a lot
And maybe she even loved me too
At least that's what I thought
She told me so as I looked into
Her eyes, like stars in the night
She was there for me and I couldn't let go, so
It all seemed to be alright
It just felt oh so right

But now every move I make
Well, feels unsure, I feel unstable
This feeling oh I just can't take
Still I look down the bottle

Did I know I made her cry?
We both made each other cry,
I've seen her crying sometimes
And that hurt me so much

Did she make me cry?
We made ourselves cry - a lot, oh yes, a lot
At every single thought
I cried at night, I nearly died

Because of her

The one and only, she threw me away
She found herself somebody else
I couldn't do anything to keep her
Or even make her satisfied
And now she's gone, my angel's gone
Just look at me, what am I now
I've been someone, but look what she's done
All this damage, couldn't say goodbye

Never said goodbye
Never said goodbye
Never said goodbye
No, didn't say goodbye

Never said goodnight
Oh, never said goodnight
Never said goodnight
I'll scream it out tonight

So now every move I make
Is unsure, I'm so goddamn unstable
And this feeling - see, I just can't take
So I look down the bottle
Oh look down that bottle
Just a-look down this bottle
Forever lookin' down the bottle
Because of all of this