Rustage - Hole ft. Zach Boucher

Abandoning your friends makes you worse than scum
But what kind of a father can abandon his son?
Learning from your failures shaped the man I had become
A cold-blooded ninja who won't stop 'til the job is done
A prodigy, I took no value in camaraderie
A part of me still wanted to paragon my autonomy
But Obito was right in changing my ideology
Careless in my actions
Left his body crushed in front of me

And in his final words he told me to protect Rin
And I swore with all I had
I couldn't give in
But through these bloody tears
I pierced and demolished
I'm sorry Obito
I broke our final promise

And I'm losing myself once again
There's a hole in my soul
Oh, oh
And I'm picking apart the remains
And I won't let them go
Oh, oh

See, I was young
When I started feeling numb
Now look up at what I've become
I used to be shunned
My father was second to none
I just wanna be who he was

I guess it was dumb
Pretending that I knew my mom
I wish I could have been a son
But I couldn't run
There's too much that needs to be done
But I'ma have to be the one

And so I would work for it
Learn from mistakes, that I never made
And that wouldn't change
It hurts more
When you've been through the pain
That I've had to face
Like every day

I first swore
A promise I've made
You would hear me say that I'd keep her safe
But I couldn't
When I know I should've
That's a promise that I never meant to break

I though that I would run out of reasons
It's hard to believe in it lately
But you are the ones that I needed
And even if none of us make it
I know that our bonds have been deepened
And so I gotta be the one to say it
You have given me meaning
And so now I'm leaving

And I'm losing myself once again
There's a hole in my soul
Oh, oh
And picking apart the remains
And I won't let them go
Oh, oh

When you've been through all this hurt
Find a time to make sense of the words
We get what we deserve
Who can speak for the voice gone unheard?