Middle Class Rut - Always A Reason

I've been dead for life
And it feels alright
Because I ain't home
Unless I'm here with her

I stand up half way
Waiting for the day
When I don't hear
That knock outside my door

Oh, I just sit alone and wish
That you were next to me
Knowing I'm the reason that you are
Sitting here beside me
Helping me to feel
A little better than I was before

I spend all my time
Waiting to be defined
The words help
But they don't leave the page

So I sit and stare
Because I know I got you where
You won't meet up
Unless you choose to know

So I just sit alone and wish
That you were next to me
Knowing I'm the reason that you are
Sitting here beside me
Helping me to feel
A little better than I was before

Yea, I'm pregnant

So I just sit alone and wish
That you were next to me
Knowing I'm the reason that you are
Sitting here beside me
Helping me to feel
A little better than I was before
Than I was before
Than I was before