Furious Trauma - Adult Lust

Confronted too soon with reality
Virgin child abused and misused
Penetration time after time
Ooohh what a feeling of sudden disgust
A child in pain, too afraid to say

I have been a victim of real disgrace
So you better damn well listen
To what I have to say

For much too long
I have taken this adult lust
Scared of daddy
And of what he might do

I have been a victim of real disgrace
So you better damn well listen
To what I have to say

Everybody knows but no one dares
To stop my daddy from what he’s doing to me
It feels like a lifetime but I’m only nine
What can I do to make this nightmare go away
My life goes on without any change
But deep down I sure feel the shame