Cardinals Pride - I'm alright

I feel empty and alone. I’ve been floating for so long. I’ve never fought against the wind that has brought me down. I am stagnant in hell. I have no reason to live. Except for what I am writing down, what I’m yelling out. I ended up being lost in vain. All the efforts I have put to feel better with myself have given nothing. How can I pretend to be someone when I'm seeking for approval? I tried to stand up, I tried my hardest but I may not be good enough to carry on. I know that I must find the strength in myself to stop trying to please everyone. What matters to me will never expire. I’ll quit being passive and meaningless. I have been floating for so long. I've become weakness. I'm lost after all those years. I'm just a lost potential. I am dying to change this fucking miserable situation I’m in beginning with opening my eyes and stop acting like everything’s fine. I know that I must find the strength in myself to stop trying to please and be accepted by everyone surrounding me. I have always been I will ever be. I’m just a lost potential. This shell is broken. Please show me how to completely disappear Please do me a favour and never ask me how I feel again. Watch me fade away. I have always been I will ever be. I have become weakness, I’m lost after all those years. What matters to me will never expire, but I’m just a lost potential