Starless Night - III

There's cold flowing through my veins
Years of torture stored deep within
I sat in darkness for far too long
Observing everyone,
Observing everything
I saw you happy, then saw you grow cold
Take what you can get, so no one get's hurt?
No one cares about your feelings, just the end's
Make no connections to any human
Avoid them at all costs, turn your back....
You made me this way....
I gave up, every failed attempt led me astray
The blackness surrounds me sucking me in
There is no way to break free from my minds reflections
I must accept my place,
Living with myself is the hardest thing
I just want someone to be by by side......