Myslovitz - Zamiana

Look at how my face looks
Is at least a footprint of a man you know still there?
Look how fast I'm changing,
How your every word
Makes me age

I don't see
I can't hear anything
I'm even starting not to feel your
Laugh
Doesn't touch me no more
And i know that every pain helps building my
Own wall
Another list of complaints
Is it a lie or a joke
I know, it's trivial

But I, before fear will devour me
Will shot myself in the head
This beautiful night.
And I will stifle my empty laugh again
I will shot myself in the head
I'm already removing the safety...
From another bottle.

Know
Know that i will not give up
While i still feel somewhere
The blood running in me.
While i have the taste of life in my mouth
While the smell of grass still deafens me.

I don't see
I can't hear anything
I'm even starting not to feel pain
I don't see
I can't hear anything
I'm even starting not to feel pain

But I, before fear will devour me
Will shot myself in the head
This beautiful night.
And I will stifle my empty laugh again
I will shot myself in the head
I'm already removing the safety...
From another bottle.

And again
As many times before
I'll do it once more
I know, i'll get out of my way
And no one will be able to reach me
I'll stick another thorn
I'll shot myself in the head
I'm already removing the safety from another bottle

But I, before fear will devour me
Will shot myself in the head
This beautiful night.

Yes, i know
Mother- night will lull me to sleep again
When with the bottle's glass i'll shot myself in the head.