Flora Algera - Idols

Maybe I should've picked different idols
I wonder if I had I'd still be suicidal
Relevance, eloquence I could have
I knew I shouldn't take that first drag
My lungs are black now and my liver's vile (liver's vile)

And no one these days wants to sit and listen
To a girl who complains
Wondering if there ever were golden days
I think it was wishful thinking

Would I still be a smoker or a drinker
If I hadn't appraised all those wishful thinkers like Kurt Cobain?
But I can't even think about it

Maybе it's me and I'm disrespectful
Tarnish thе memory of a fallen angel
I could say I don't care about fame
But everything I did was so I'd be the same
As the ones who came before me (before me)

And no one these days wants to sit and listen to
Another so-claimed "alt-girl" with some Tumblr fame
And I'm just the same, there's millions other girls like me

Would you still praise a reimagined reign of Lana Del Rey
Whose sultriness is suited for the female gaze
Of the women I once looked up to?

Wish I had different idols, wish I had read the Bible
Wish I had different idols, wish I had read the Bible
Wish I had, suicidal, wish I had read the Bible
Wish I had different idols, wish I had read the Bible