Madhour - Wall of Pain

It's the killer of all dreams
It's the illusion master
Coming crawling in your life, angwish rise
It's appears on your road, unsuspected vision
Your worst nightmare now is real, you can't hide
I get in the lion's cage
and tell them all my reasons
I face the beasts denying my fears
I'm ready to die
Watch your back, the way of the damned
is waiting for your coming
Cross the wasteland in your head
after the storm

I'm broken, destroyed, I'm crashing on the wall
I'm smashing, I'm crashing, the fall of this wall of pain

Like a blade right in my chest
Bring me to a new world
Count your wounds and let them bleed
they'll never mend
Wreck my neck, beat my head,
never learned the lesson
Scars are burning in between, you can't forge
Feeling angry, feeling sick, for my jury I'm guilty
Don't you try to erase the past, it will come back
Don't give up, go straight ahead
Don't fear the consequences
Don't you try to run away, there's no escape
Please, tell me why I feel so alive
still in this wind of sorrow
Endless nights and endless cries, I can survive
Ready to go, the show must go on,
I don't fold, I'm raising
Recollecting all my strenghts, I keep on fight
I am stupid, I'm so dumb, my emotions, my life
Trying to be somebody else, I'll lose my mind
All the lies said to myself, holy shit, so useless
Pull the trigger, twist the knife, I'll close my eyes.