Emily Kokal - Dark Flowers

I don’t know when I’ll recover
Your presence is nowhere
The only thing left of you – a shadow in my head
I don’t know when I’ll discover
The secret equation, the answer to where you go when you’ve left
My darling, my dear, my lovely sweet heart
Your loneliness, took you right to start again
And now I sit in the darkness, alone in my silence, a voice of you, gently, caressing my head
Soft whispered devotions are sent to you often
And one day can you hear me or have I gone mad
Ooh, losing my head
I’m losing, my head
And now my friends start to worry
If I followed with you and gone to the place where no human can pass back
I tell them I’m okay assure them I’m laughing,
I’m playing in the field of the day
Ooh, my dark flowers
Ooh, all I understand