Years since the storm - The Worst Things Always Happen A Mile Away From Home

I would tear out my own eyes
Just so I don’t have to see your pretty face
Staring back at me again
These memories inside your eyes
Are too much for me to take
This pain I feel will never end

These memories are what break me
Constant reminder of the way you made me
I can’t believe that you betrayed me
And now I want all this pain to go away

And as I taste your skin again
I feel your eyes on me
Then I wake up and realize
That it was just another dream
I want to wake up
And never fall asleep again
Stuck here on this state of mind
A dead end road in my head

So many questions without answers
Just for once I want the truth from you
Why do you keep it from me?
Were you afraid of what I’d say?
Were you afraid I’d walk away?
You always were afraid of that before

These memories are what break me
Constant reminder of the way you made me
I can’t believe that you betrayed me
And now I want all this pain to go away

And as I taste your skin again
I feel your eyes on me
Then I wake up and realize
That it was just another dream
I want to wake up
And never fall asleep again
Stuck here on this state of mind
A dead end road in my head

I would tear out
My own eyes just
So I don’t have
To see your face

You betrayed me bitch

I wander
Down this road alone
Without your voice to guide me
The stars will take me home