Totem - Stage One

I want to go back to the time
When I lost my fucking mind

I strive to be more careless
Every fucking day I try
To fill up empty pages
Before the final show gets started

Stage one - I'm taking all I've got
To live my life, I won't give up
Stage two - This one in nothing new
I watched the game and I know the score
-come on!

This game of life
Like in a dream I'm paralyzed
This is my time
I have to survive

Wait! You've got to know me
Wait! I've got to show you
Wait! You have to know
What is in my head

I try to stick the pieces in one
Every fucking day I try
My new disguise keeps me awake
It doesn't fit at all
it denches my neck

Stage three - This one I have to admit
Smells so pure, that forgottten world
Stage four - I want just nothing more
Just leave me alone, just fucking leave me alone

This game of life
Like in a dream I'm paralyzed
This is my time
I have to survive

Five seconds left
I cannot wait
Entice me now
You have to understand

Wait! You've got to know me
Wait! I've got to show you
Wait! You have to know
What is in my head