Mortuary - Agony in Red

Need to escape, I'm so alone
colours are dancing within my mind
lighting behind my eyes, refusing to get out
in obedience to my art, uncreative tendencies

fit of anger, paranoid crisis
locked up in a cocoon, loss of control
inactivity turns to agressiveness
sleep left me, for a while,
to awake in torment

madness slowly infiltrates my mind

illegal way to self control,
destructive liquid form
snatched by narcotic delerium,
lethal dose infiltration

step by step I walk into ephemeral paradise
unless it's infinite nightmare

agony in red

I can't control what I create anymore
inside me, a parasite, slowly, is growing
blood-thirsty, visions of red for a new creation
sucking my own substance to create

I need red, more red
blood is so perfect for painting

the heveanly scenery that I painted before
turns into a blood red desolate landscape

self mutilation, pierced from within
I spill my blood in the name of my art
will I survive to acheieve my work?

man corps est uncontrolable
la souffrance insupportable
les murs entament une danse macabre
mais quand ce cauchemar prendra t-il fin ?
les yeux revulses pour ne plus voir
mon ame meutrie saignant de toute part
des larmes de sang inepuisables
des cris de deuleur qui s'emparent
de cette on de vie miserable
rouge, rouge, rouge, rouge

this pain drive me insane
my agony in red