Justin Bonitz - Towing Me Down

Having been underwater,
I felt the quiet, and heard myself for the first time
I didn't have much to say
And the lack of words was enough to help me set things right

The raft and rope that you left me was' not enough
And no surprise I couldn't make things float
Too much to handle
And it made me numb, and stole a part that I could never get back

Inside these walls, I've done you wrong
If I could go back, I would change nothing at all
Your love is an anchor, and it's towing me down
And I know it's bad, cause' I'm okay with drowning

I don't believe in mistakes
But when I saw your were not there, it was the first time
I didn't have much to say
But soon enough, the roof had caved
And how that rain came down!

You were never there for me
And all else abandoned me
No one lent a hand to me
No shoulder to cry
No one to rely on

Inside these walls, I've done you wrong
If I could go back, I would change nothing at all
Your love is an anchor, and it's towing me down
And I know it's bad, cause' I'm okay with drowning

You loved me and left me to fall alone
And I can't hold this edge no more
I know you will never return to me

One last time,
I close my eyes and drift away
I heard in dreams, you can be sane
So, I'll wait for you, here in my sleep
Deep in my head, where I know you'll always be

Inside these walls, I've done you wrong
If I could go back, I would change nothing at all
Your love is an anchor, and it's towing me down
And I know it's bad, cause' I'm okay with drowning