I, Omega - Half Way Home

the solace I find in your distant glow disintegrates as I neglect your throes as she's claiming my woes fully wasting youth in halfway homes gallivanting in gutters with the lowest of low if this pavement can lead I'll trade my sight for taste and savor every ghost who can't recognize my face the open air has never felt so cold this city's embrace is all I've ever known If I fail please send my bones so my friends can see them worn from the road if left with these devices don't ask me to find my way back bartering stones for bread crumbs these wayward crows can count on me for that how the hell did I get here why am I bitter I followed the sounds of the bludgeoning chasing dreams when reality is a thousand miles away I've thrown away any hope of having a soul just ask the loved ones who I wasn't there for I used to call this life my home but houses never stand at the end of sorrow road when I die please take these bones and let them sink in the Ohio