Hysteria - Apologies

My head escapes reality,
Once again.
These thoughts, anxiety, trickle through the mind.
I can make them stop.
Why did I, lose my mind?
Decay, away, from thy.
Please, let me forget, those times.
Those bastard fucking times.
To hurt, the one I loved.
Cut more than any blade, and I can't stop the blood.
I can't find the words, to even begin to say..
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I wish I could, change the fucking past.
Can we please, just turn back time.
I need to fix, what I have done.
This hurts more, than my own thoughts.
And I need to find a way, to make it all end.
I must go, to fix the wrong
The only way, that I know how.
This is the end.
I'll find the verses that hide.
Behind the door, of death.
The door..
Of death!