Crooks - Above Me

Am I avoiding this breaking down?
The every year you've forgot to count
And I've rejected to left this house (?!)
I can't, I realize something went
I found, it was the troubles that lead me home
I left my sorry heart with you

No wonder today it's why you're leaving everything you know

Leave me be, footsteps left me
Parliament to where I'm meant to lie
I'll find you waiting in my head
I'll be home again!
Just leave me here and stay
The words will cover every step
But least don't cover every step
I am every day we walk
Ey-oh! Hmmmmm...
The water still reminds me of
Ey-oh! Oh oh oooh

I had a lot to explain
I had a lot to explain

Where were you waiting that day?
I was your buddy, resenting the rest
When you bring me on to feel the same
And I feel myself for days
I was the sound of your heart and my friend
And you beckoned to push me away
When you bring me up to feel the same

Am I alive? Am I as safe as I was before?
Am I the gainer, we lost it all
You faint, it becomes me
I'm at the point where I must give up
I need you closer now
I am every day we lost
The Tuesday, the grammar above me
Maybe I'm fine