Ashes - Suicide Note

Smothering life of the one you
Obsess about
Keeping them close and yet worlds away
Telepathic with the beasts
Who molested you
Sweet nectars of hate to that you
Drink on dark nights, dribble on
Razors all strewn about catching stars' dying light
Millions of light years
You curse them,
Utter the spells to a nameless god who condemns you
Miasma
Its billions of black tendrils
Alien and seductive
Only hatred, dejection. Bitterness and despair have known you, so exhausted from
anger, and cruelty,
What good thing could fit through one little hole ? On your knees you exalt the sharp metallic object
Saviour, destroyer one in the same
Despair, hatred and nihilistic misanthropy
Pour it all out through the back ...of your skull, the life you have lived has poisoned your soul
Empty your weary head
leave it as a message to a stranger on the wall.