Lil Xtra - I'm just having a bad day I'll get over it

Verse 1
Break me
I know that you hate me
I don't wanna hear you been doing good lately
These thoughts I hold
Just keep holding me down, down, down
Father, would you even bother?
I can't wait 'til you take me to the water
Push my head until I drown, drown, drown

Chorus
All I ever wanted was to feel like
One day, someday, everything will feel right
But I find that I'm living through phases
The good things die and the bad never changes
All I really know is what I been through
Retweet, delete texts I'll never send you
I don't mind that I'm living life wasted
I just wanna die, gotta find a little patience

Verse 2
Ay, yo
Everyone I know is full of shit
Light my hometown up
Man, fuck those hypocrites
Who needs enemies with a friend like this?
Man, I'd rather cop an Audi and some ice up on my wrist, ay
Yeah, I know that it hurts when you see me up on the TV
I know that it fucking burns
I know that you wanna be me
Maybe if you show at one of my shows I'll sign a CD, yeah
Or maybe not, because these days I just don't fuck with ya
I just don't fuck with ya (drown, drown, drown)

Chorus
'Cause all I ever did was to defend you
'Cause you know I know you know what I've been through
Can't deny that my life fucking wasted
Trying to stay high with a heart full of hatred
I don't wanna hear about your problems
We in the same boat, bruh, everybody got 'em
And they never getting better, better face this
Someone tell me why my life never changes

Bridge
My whole world falls apart again
My whole world falls apart again
I miss my life, I miss my friends, I miss my health, what happened? (My whole world falls apart again)
I miss my life, I miss my friends, I miss my health, what happened?

Outro
And my world falls apart again
And my world falls apart again
And my world falls apart again (I miss my life, I miss my friends, I miss my health, what happened?)
And my world falls apart again (I miss my life, I miss my friends, I miss my health, what happened?)
And my world falls apart again