JP Saxe - What I Think I Want

I'm gonna move to the country
Raise chickens and shit
Wherever's the furthest place on Earth from Los Angeles
I'm gonna grow my hair long
Get some random tattoos
'Cause you liked me clean-cut, and I no longer like you

One extreme to the other, get me so far away
Never a little adjustment, everything's gotta change
There's no other option, just the opposite way
Burn the book instead of turning the page

I don't know if I'm happy, or just not sad
I don't know if it's what I want, or what I haven't had
Does it make it a good thing if it isn't that bad?
I don't know if it's what I want, or what I haven't had

Gonna start drinking red wine
Without making a face
Former hater, certified sommelier
Trade up to a sports car
From my Subaru
If I drive faster, will it get me somewhere new?

One extreme to the other, get me so far away
Never a little adjustment, everything's gotta change
There's no other option, just the opposite way
Burn the book instead of turning the page

I don't know if I'm happy, or just not sad
I don't know if it's what I want, or what I haven't had
Does it make it a good thing if it isn't that bad?
I don't know if it's what I want, or what I haven't had

Whatever it is, whatever I got
Whatever is missing is always what I think I want