Fragile Vastness - Obliged to Suffer

I'm trying to remember
the time before the sun sets with me
we were destined to be together
though the time is not the same

All that I see late at night
bring a morning not so bright
the pain is unbearable
the inactivity of the mind

I look into the mirror
I see your crime
long knives and open scars
noone believes your lies

Nighttime and I feel you approaching
I feel your energy into me
although I try to avoid it
it keeps on coming back to me
her wet lips step my breathing
and I know I want you

I hear my name
she's calling me from a place I'll suffer
whisper like hell's wind
is touching my ears
it's trying to rape my fears

Eye to eye
I'll give an end to my mission tonight
although I want to stay
eye to eye
you were feeding me with lies

Eye to eye
I see a picture of love
eye to eye
I was obliged to suffer
without myself knowing why