I, Delusionist - Blurred Visions And Silent Echoes

After months in darkness
I can see the light again
From the ashes
I return into the living realm
My journey took an end and my soul collapsed
I shattered into fragments with no time to adapt
The head full of voices, the body drowning in silence
A victim to the mind games that kept me off balance
I was a crusader and my fate had been shaped
My nihilistic choices made my hope drift away
Sailed the wrong course,
I was sentenced to death
No views, no path I got laid to rest
Show me the way
Reborn, reformed, clear vision and thirsting for more
Be free, of the grief, relinquish sorrow and strike down remorse
All I see is judgement in a raiment of lies
Truth will always be the last thing to cross someones mind
Fueled I am with anger
The warmest hearts are overtaken by hate
Of all the real eyes that don't realise the real lies
I can see the light in darkness but only feel the dark in light
Deception crawling through your mind to hide what's left inside
Everything will be forgotten, innocence, all is rotten
You're living a life in the wake of constant fear that everything you believe in is not even real
I see the life that you are trying to live
Future turns its back on you, nothing to give
Talking down on your beloved ones so they don't question what you believe
Though it will haunt you, reality puts you six feet deep