Call It Tragedy - Eclipse

I have come to convince myself that there must be more to this world,
Something big, but how are we supposed to find it?
If my inner conviction blocks my lust for curiosity,
Then I must find a place to find myself so I

Crossed the oceans,
Climbed the mountains,
Explored places found never before.

But all my journeys never helped me to find my goal,
So I’m forced to put on this ridiculous mask.
I become a part of a bigger group, but where is myself?
Is this the big thing I have been looking for forever?

I give myself the explanation that I
Have to stop following and start leading.

I have come to realize that the big thing that I am looking for
Has been waiting for me in front of my eyes the entire time.

I eclipse my surroundings, I try to focus on myself again,
There’s a torch inside me, that would help me break out of my conviction.

Even though I tried so hard to ignite the fire again,
Even though I tried so hard I failed again.

So I’m stuck again.
Right where I left off.