Moshquito - Schizophrenia

His thoughts
Are diggin' through my brain
My thoughts
Put up resistance to him
He's in my head
Sometimes strong
Sometimes weak
But however I fight
I can't do him any harm

Sick thoughts drive me
To things I never want
How he makes it?
Is he stronger than me?
Where is the mystery
Where his sore point?
Can I defeat him
Or will he subject me?

He is the second self
Strong like the first
He is always by your side
Don't try to repress him
Sooner or later
He will get you too
You can't defeat him
He's a part of you!

An eternal fight
Struggle by everyone of us
The most are strong enough
But someone can't get it done
An endless war without a chance
To reconcillation
A vicious circle, sometimes I win
Sometimes he's the winner

He pushes me to kill
I don't hold him back
He shows me the way to evil
I follow him there
he sends me to Hell
i don't will prevent him
He is in sure distance
And laughs at me

Furious I try to grab
And destroy him
But just like in a nightmare
He leaves more and more
Humiliated and defeated
I left behind
Hopeless I lay on the ground
And choose the death!