Ekpyrosis - Last and Only

Moon glimmers in the face,
pain shrinks to shadows,
eyes shine with desire,
a place far beyond,
air like fresh perfume,
deep depressions just blown away,
moments of peaceful harmony,
body free of every load.
Feelings amalgamate into one thought,
stronger than rising hope.
Dancing remembrances of life,
an innocent haze in the sky.

Suppressed joy emerges,
too weak for continuous happiness.
Moon will be extinguished soon,
sunshine will never return.

My accusations,
my act of defiance,
just call it cowardice,
I’ve made up my mind.

An urge like a magnet,
satisfaction to show them all.
The abyss laughs wistfully,
only cure for destroyed feelings.
I don’t be afraid,
hell is already behind me for a second superior,
for some little time might in my hands.

Watch this life in full speed,
nothing to find for what it’s worth.
No more alcohol and drugs,
away from this false paradise,
malicious shadows and naked illusion,
accompanied by contradiction on every step.
Mild sunshine a remaining remembrance and the moon says
“Good bye” forever.

My accusations,
my act of defiance,
just call it cowardice,
I’ve made up my mind.

Why?
Don’t put a question that answer you don’t want to hear.
Why?
Don’t search for faults when it’s too late to correct .
Why?
I’ve made my last and only free choice.
Why?
Shake off my anguish of my mind and jump!

Solo: Christian

Mild sunshine a remaining remembrance and the moon says
“Good bye” forever.

My accusations,
my act of defiance.
Just call it cowardice,
I’ve made up my mind.

Why?
Don’t put a question that answer you don’t want to hear.
Why?
Don’t search for faults when it’s too late to correct.
Why?
I’ve made my last and only free choice.
Why?
Shake off my anguish of my mind and die!