Lumber Coated Rust - Mirage

Rise in defeat
Drag me from myself
I stray into the cave like the child
In the depth of solitude
So growing deeper than the ocean floor
Give me the answer right now
But the time is flying between breaks in the stone
And the emotion is same
This way is to be continued

Where is the shining door?
I control myself to find out
The wrong way is right
Live for nothing, die for something
It’s my call
I’m sure to set me free

Just to feel like I’m not alone
It starts today, so I breathe slow
Holding on to fading nubilous memories
It’s not too late, not too late
When realized, they always vanish like mirage

The day I’m sick of all
Stay away from me

There’s yesterday (a waste of time) when every thought can’t stays alive
I was trapped inside such a dream, the wrong way of thinking
Slipping out

Words without thoughts never to heaven go
Nothing will come of nothing
Don’t ever conceal what I am
Just to feel like I’m not alone
It starts today, so I breathe slow
Holding on to fading nubilous memories
Breaking away

Can see the light through the door
But still seeking another one
We’re all destined to fade
This is the path to salvation