Dust N Brush - Flood Of Memories

In my eyes steel river of feelings
In my head less and less place for calm
Earth is going to annihilation
I became a personification of the modern world
I’ll kill myself against nature
I try the fruits of life and my experience is against which I have to conquer
I was throned on deep water and I must live in the place which is still escaping me
How can I fight up the memories which follow me, they are like a dyke
This element must find it,
Brain sunk by mentions
The hope's crushing my head
I want to entomb the rest of the things and stay with
What do I have what waits for me
What do I am, what waits for me
There is no beginning inside me, I have fallen away
Now it's hard to talk about the future
Maybe it’s been sunk
I try the fruits of life and my experience is against which I have to conquer
I was throned on deep water and I must live in the place which is still escaping me
If the island would be somewhere else I’ll find it
My recollection will be past, I will close one part of my life
Which will come back to me
Once again against me
And when I'll be on a dry land I will look into deep with twinkling of an eye
Without it I will not fight up myself