Blue October - Last Look Moving Forward

I heard your name in conversation
But where have you been? I hadn't looked around
How do we tear this house that we built down?
I'm watching the whole neighborhood just spin around

I take a last look, moving forward
I take a last look, moving forward now

When you're further from the end
And done with holding on
You're learning to begin
Well, trust me, I am better than I used to be
You'd be good if it were up to me, and

When you're further from the end
There's no more holding on
You fall into begin
Well, trust me, I am better than I used to be
You'd be good if it were up to me now

I'm watching the ghost dance, switching black to white
Whenever it's dark, it all comes back to light
I wish that I could set it all on fire
So I could watch our bullshit burn a little while

I take a last look, moving forward
This is the last look, moving forward now

When you're further from the end
And done with holding on
You're learning to begin
Well, trust me, I am better than I used to be
You'd be good if it were up to me, and

When you're further from the end
There's no more holding on
You fall into begin
Well, trust me, I am better than I used to be
You'd be good if it were up to me now

If it were up to me now
If it were up to me now
Up to me at all