Tears of Martyr - A Sadden Heart

I fell alone in this days,
In my sadden life.
My existence is meaningless,
now you are gone I don´t want to live
sadness and pain deep attached
to my heart.

With tears in my eyes,
now I see my life has changed, remenbrances
and thoughts of a past and happy time,
now lost, buried by a sadden present day.
My sadden heart, alone without you.

I can´t understand why life is so cruel?
You were all for me, mother.
I don´t realize how much I loved you,
until I lost you.
My heart fall to pieces, empty inner self,
without illusions, without dreams which
are faden away, no longer I want to live.

Sorrow has depleted but remenbrance is alive.
My life continuous dedicated to you.

Life has taught me that the way is not so plain,
maybe too young to taste the gloom,
now my heart has turned into stone.
You will be always in my mind,
forever until the day I die.