Starless Night - II

I lack any distinguishable feeling
I feel my heart beating,
but there's no one home.....
I feel my attempt at living dying away
I have tried a hundred times before to not care about that one thing
The people around me do not understand
They don't need to know, my problems are my own
Easily ended with a flick of the wrist
What's another attempt at failure?
I still walk this earth
Discusted with humanity I see no way around it
I'm afraid of dying yet I lust after it with every breath I take
When will this end?
I hide behind this mask
This person I don't want revealed
A true caring person,
but humans changed my views.....