Korantemaa - Skin n bones

[Verse 1]
Flip through a magazine
I pretend I'm on the cover, a beauty queen
Beating myself up
Like I'm seventeen
At least it's not in vain
Like it used to be

[Refrain]
See-through skin and bones
Learn to love whoever's on your doorstep, breaking in
Should have known that this is what you get
When too many knows your name
Pierce through flesh and blood
Say exactly whatever you're thinking, let me bleed
Thought this would be over by now
But it's coming back somehow

[Verse 2]
My thoughts are in disarray
Disconnected like my body is to my brain
I no longer want to be the bigger person
I want to scream and fight and you to be patient

[Refrain]
Thursday night, I am turning into some kind of monster
Burning down everything around me with my gaze
But no one would believe me

No one's whispering
Every word I hear goes to my head
Please fight for me, can't you see they feed my enemy
I'm not who I used to be

[Bridge]
I'm a child, a light, a beam
I've tried to find some kind of meaning
Oh, I'm a child, a light, a beam
I've tried to find some kind of meaning

[Refrain]
Bleed through skin and bones
I am more than only a reflection of my past
More than just a piece for them to play
In their stupid little game

Love me 'til I'm dirt
Love me through this bullshit I go through
Please put your hands over my ears like I am a child
Scared of thunder in the night