Frostmoon Eclipse - Hell Thousandfold

This taste again. Mornings repeat
themselves again.
Open your eyes and see night through daylight.
Hold on to this cross. not to go through this night..
What you were looking for has drowned in deep dark.
These eyes can’t see but death - death all
around me.
Walking on means facing your memories.
Failing again to bring thoughts to a halt.
Will this be the same after I'm gone?
Watching children playing on the streets.
Youth: a vacuum of broken promises.
A life not as I craved for. Not as I wished for.
Life like an empty shell.

Wounds are promises.
And scars, hell thousandfold.
I only see red, red as blood.
I am ready to die.
A million lives for what I need to do.
A million same things. Mistakes. Misunderstandings.
Hate is what makes me feel alive.
No memory of me to be fond of – for you who will stay.

No memory of me - for you who will stay.
No memory of me - for you who will stay.
No memory of me - for you who will stay.
No memory of me - for you who will stay.

A wicked man, my atrocity dignified.
Once I was young. The mirror of you.
Despise, I spit on the fire forging my sword.
Nothing to care about.
Wounds are promises.
And scars, hell thousandfold.
I only see red, red as blood.
I am ready to disappear.