Exist: avail - Grayscale

How can you always be the epitome of the hope less
The brain washed, and the lost
You needed the solid ground to build your life on
Where is the pride in what you do
You lack confidence in who you are
Just putting up with the day to day
Praying you’ll be the man you really are
I’m running out of words, running out of ways just to let you know
That this isn't what it used to be
This is just the, just the enemy taking over me
I’m afraid of what I’m becoming, a stranger in the mirror
The embodiment of everything I ever hated
But I can take it back, I’m taking back control
I’m running out of words to tell you, and I’m running out of ways to let you know
This isn't who I planned to be
Am I the enemy, the one who threw away my dreams
Do you wish you were someone else
Every time you see your reflection
And look away but it never helps
Every time you see your reflection
Does it feel like the day set on your failures
Can’t you cope with what’s become of you
If you don’t change, I’m afraid you’ll lose everything that mattered to you
If you don’t change, you will never find yourself again
I’m running out of words to tell you, and I’m running out of ways to let you know
This isn't who I plan to be
Am I the enemy, the one who threw away my dreams