D-Why - Own Eyes

cold blood running thru my veins
I swore that I would never change
but love is just a silly game
and I think I’m tired of playing
I’m tired of saying hellos, goodbyes, goodnights, and what’s-your-names
where’d u go, why you crying, why are you lying, and where you staying
when the love is gone, dissapointment and desire is all that remains
and you could pile those tears on top of my young and well-dressed remains
damn, I already feel better
the other day I heard something clever
you have new girlfriends for a little while, but, exgirlfriends last forever
I know, you know, I know, I know
and it hurt to see you go…

I’ve died, a bit inside
waiting all this time
look at these, tired eyes
if seeing is beleiving, I’m going blind

where you been, all my life, I’ve been here
waiting for ya, year after year
day after day, I wash away
I want to stay, I’ll never stray
I wish I could rewind it, never mind it, I don’t need to be reminded
all that time spent, tryn’a find you
I lost myself, I tried to
block out the old memories
I wonder if she still remembers me
and that summer we spent, a century ago
all wounds heal eventually though
and I can’t breath
and I can’t move
and I can’t understand
why I could never understand you
when you feel lost, and you don’t know what to do
sometimes, you have to lose faith to really find the truth

yeaa…where did it all go awry?
we fell in love by the time the snow started falling from the sky
and when it did we grew apart, and you took pieces of my heart
and all I’m left with is some pain, some dried up tears, and fading scars

I’ve died, a bit inside
waiting all this time
look at these, tired eyes
if seeing is beleiving, I’m going blind

you gotta deal with the pain
and I feel it in my veins
how can I not change
alfter all that I’ve seen