Birds In Row - Trompe l'oeil

I know I ain't the easiest one to live with, at least I try.
But most of the times I feel lonely are when my friends are around.
For every time I'm silent and recluse, you tried your best.
I'm just a million miles away.
I burned the wings I had and let fire bite the rest. There's nothing left of me but you know I'm gonna come back.
Or I'll simply see you in hell If we're still welcome inside.
Cause I have everything of a sinner.
I lie to myself much more than I could forgive.
But I don't need a god to do the work, I do it myself. Until now I have been sitting by the corner of the world, so sure I knew it the best, still surprised by the worst.
The dirt people can hand you with a smile while they spoil your vest.
There's nothing left of me but you know I'm gonna come back.
There's nothing left of me.
But I'm not enough in your eyes.
I owe you nothing.
In the morning, eyes open wide, but here Klein blue just turned to grey.
And I know Everything's looking fine for the rest of your day.
If you want me to laugh I'll just laugh.
Hold my hand We're going in, to the land where fairies sport armbands and angels do exist, in the end.
Cover me with the shame you hide behind the lightness.
Cover me with the smiles building egoistic kindness.
I am the one burning the city with the fire that consumes us all.
And in the flames I look for my soul.
There's nothing left of me but your favorite trompe l'oeil is coming back.
There's nothing left of me and I'm not enough in your eyes.
When you look at the stars, what do you see?
I've had enough of the night.