Aesthetic Perfection - Surface

It's become clear
That no one knows
I'm coming apart
See pride means nothing
When you're crawling on the ground
If only you'd see
For once in your life

I fall
Seem to replace a life
Paralyzed by apathy
We crawl now
Can't seem to deny
All the things that destroy me
Threatened by a common delusion
A misplaced sense of immunity
Brought down
Why such abuse on me?
Because, you see, I ask for it

I ask for it

I don't care
It doesn't matter
You won't need it anyway
I can't feel
I don't believe it
It won't numb all the pain
I don't care
It doesn't matter
You won't need it anyway
I can't feel
I don't believe it
This won't take you from your place to die

I thought
Things would improve with time
Pathetic notions from a broken man
Let go
Detatch from ties that bind
Just scatter
Carry on
Leave behind
Your worthless solution
Try to accept what you cannot be
Why not just give up and waste away?
At least on the surface everything is fine

I don't care
It doesn't matter
You won't need it anyway
I can't feel
I don't believe it
It won't numb all the pain
I don't care
It doesn't matter
You won't need it anyway
I can't feel
I don't believe it
It won't take you from your place to die