A Wake in Providence - Insidious

Insidious



I've seen the darkness,
I've felt the shame,
I've been locked in hell,
And only God's to blame.

This guilt its buried underneath my skin,
And it feels like death is pulling me in.
These choices I've made leave these feelings engraved,
And as far as I can see,
You want nothing to do with me.

Then why,
Tell me why,
Tell me why have I become a victim to the fallacies
That I don't believe.

Dead to the world,
Dead as I could ever be.
A dead soul rotting beneath the ground
That you see, that you see.

Bury me with the things I've seen,
Only to be judged by the guilty,
By the guilty.

I've still found reasons to believe
In the person that I used to be,
Trying to forget my past,
But it's always catching up with me.
There's nothing left to lose,
And nothing more to gain.

These choices I've made leave these feelings engraved,
And as far as I can see,
You want nothing to do with me.

Tell me why, (x3)
Tell me why have I become a victim to the fallacies
That I don't believe.

I've seen the darkness,
I've felt the shame,
I've been locked in hell,
And only (God's to) God's to blame.