Xo - Is It Worth It

I'm driving all the way back home,
Cause I don't think you want me here anymore,
We've been through this a thousand times,
And yet it still comes as a surprise,
When every single answer to your question is a goddamn lie.

Is it worth it?

I'm telling everyone I know,
All the things I did to make you cry so hard,
If I could take it all away, I wouldn't hesitate to bring you back to me,
But like I've always heard, life's not fair even when you think you're prepared.

Is it worth it?

And I don't know what's happening,
Last I've heard I'm losing everything,
Pretend I am the largest city,
Topple every single building,
What's done is done and I'm convinced,
There has to be a point behind this,

But I don't have time to figure it out,
I'm waiting for you to take me down.

I'm sinking to the ocean floor,
Cause I'm not waving my arms anymore,
Down here I'll find some friends, maybe even start again,
And I'll be back you'll see.
Cause my life's not through, nor am I with you,
So well call it even till then.

Is it worth it?

And I don't know what's happening,
Last I've heard I'm losing everything,
Pretend I am the largest city,
Topple every single building,
What's done is done and I'm convinced,
There has to be a point behind this,

But I don't have time to figure it out,
I'm waiting for you to take me down.