Xintani - Can you spot the lies?

hello my friends
i didnt know if i would see you again
'but i'm alright; i'm doing great!
just look at all the nice things that people are saying; proud be!
mmm..
huh.

hello again
it's been a couple weeks, i'd say
but i'm so bad at keeping track of the-
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"im just joking!
but on a lighter note,
i *really* am better this time!
i *absolutely* swear it, this time!
i really can't believe how much i've changed;
i'm so far from that girl that was deranged!"

please dont talk about my sins to them,
or use me as a gossip trend
how could anyone understand how hard it is to swim with bands
around my hands?

i sink
and you stand there
staring at me with your eyes in disbelief?

but you dont see the devil in person;
at 5 in the morning
and you can't sleep because you're mourning yourself
because i forgot me on the shelf somewhere
invest in friends but no one really cares.

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