Xilo - Aesthetic

Tearing out, tearing out pieces of me
To replace the broken pieces of you
Tearing out, tearing out pieces of me
To replace the broken pieces of you

I'm fucking broken, They seen me empty
Glasses turn to bottles, in my head i'm feeling dizzy
But you never fucking listen gotta jump to your conclusions
I been heading in directions where i end up getting bruises
That's what the truth is I take the blame
Always getting jaded back around they're all the same
Never wanna hear me, i been beaten from the start
I got money, I got pills and i got a broken heart

Fuck the love, I'm needing trust
A kiss could make me stronger but its fixing no one heart
I don't you closer i just need a will to start
Numbing through prescriptions, isolations where i part

So i'm back onto my track and where my head is going mad
got a 30m of everything, a pill to make me sad
i've seen it all before and how i'm reminiscing back
had to take a quick vacation just to let the feeling pass

I'm aesthetic, and now i get it
Depression had me fucked up gotta put in collection
but no wonder why i'm messed up, living past and not the present
gotta count it on my wrist, just to catch up heres a present

Gotta love me, or probably not
You never fucking seen me in the past those feelings caught
gotta shut me down
Put me down on 7th block
Back into the prison where'd i'd end up getting shot

I'm fucking broken, They seen me empty
Glasses turn to bottles, in my head i'm feeling dizzy
But you never fucking listen gotta jump to your conclusions
I been heading in directions where i end up getting bruises
That's what the truth is I take the blame
Always getting jaded back around they're all the same
Never wanna hear me, i been beaten from the start
I got money, I got pills and i got a broken heart

Tearing out, tearing out pieces of me
To replace the broken pieces of you
Tearing out, tearing out pieces of me
To replace the broken pieces of you