Xenobiotic - Saphris

I lay waste in my grief, agony consumes
There is no trace, there is no clue
My heart wont let go in finding you
What purpose is left for me to find
When pain has consumed me whole
A loss of purpose has lead me here
Have I been here before? Will I see you again?
The weight of the world has come crashing down
I feel a burden on my shoulders
My instincts betray me, the silence takes control
I fall to my knees and scream “someone help me”
In a waking coma state, a demented, desolate, haunted wraith
With rotting mind, distorted sight and memories wrought with pain
A hollow shell of my old self, a heart that beats from spite
I am the ghost that death has left abandoned (uncollected)
Have I been here before? Will I see you again?
Everything I am, I will always despise
Every second till the day that I die
Every wasted breath, every desperate cry
For reprieve from pain, a self inflicted lie
Every laboured breath, and overburdened step
Through the torture hall of unwanted life
There’s nothing left but a hollow shell of my self
I am the ghost that death has left to rot in living hell
I'm on my knees praying for death
Waiting for the answer I'm yet to receive
I am the ghost that death has left abandoned, uncollected
Nestled away, my sanity clings to life, I’ll never see you again
My tether breaks, I fall into the void, I’ll never see you again
Every laboured breath, and overburdened step
Through the torture hall of unwanted life
I am the ghost that death has left abandoned, uncollected