Xenobiotic - Inverted

It starts with us
Two souls entwined by fate so binding
A love that far proceeds of any tale of hope so true
That day you stood before me
My eyes were glazed with disbelief.
With beauty, oh so blinding
I prayed you’d find something in me

Now I drift alone
Wondering lifeless to a plane of sorrow
Questioning the truth
The solitude consumes all that it touches and buries me out of reach

Falling back into my memories I seem to hear
The sound of screams embedded so deep, they kill me
My love, a curse It boils and bursts through every vein
Bewildered by submission
Tainted, tattered, like blood it stains
Intoxicating I inhale the love I've come to know
But once again my horrid thoughts
Take their grasp round my throat

Banished to a state of hopelessness
Which festers through my soul
I succumb to the horrors that stood before me
They lead me blindly through it all
Anybody out there please, show me where I have gone wrong Exposing fears that drive me further and further away

I bask in your beauty as it tears through my soul and rips in two Barricaded, so frustrated, not knowing the truth

Banished to a state of hopelessness
Which festers through my soul
I succumb to the horrors that stood before me
They lead me blindly through it all
Anybody out there please, show me where I have gone wrong