X-Y - I miss you

It's raining this afternoon,
we haven't talked for 10 days...
You called me this afternoon
and you left me a message:
"Please answer me... you know
that I can't hold on without you!
This feeling is nothing new,
but my heart is bleeding bad..."

'Cause I was afraid
that nothing would change,
I turned my back on you
and drowned myself in lies.

Now I know you were the best thing I've had.
I let you go away and that's the worst thing I've done.

Now I am missing you so much.
Am I awake?
I am dying down here, alone.
God, I want her back!
Now I am missing you so much.
Am I awake?
They were lies!

I walk along this avenue
where we met, do you remember?
It's my first time here without you,
and it has never been so dark.

I wish you could hear me say:

Forgive me
'cause I was afraid,
I really thought
that nothing would change,
so I lied
I turned my back on you,
now I know

that I am missing you so much.
Am I awake?
I am dying down here, alone.
God, I want her back!
Now I am missing you so much
Am I awake?
They were lies!

I still love you...

It's raining this afternoon,
I'm watching the news on channel Five:
"A sad story this afternoon;
a girl committed suicide..."