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I don't wanna die
But the bottle is my home
I don't want to be touched
Is it my fault is it my fault
Is it mine
No
I could never find the words -
there's no cure for awkward
Drink until it hurts,
I'm embarrassed
A gallon between me and the world
My irresponsible responses:
Belligerent and impatient
All adds to harm and foul; shame
Cutting myself
Displace my focus
I am heaving begging for space
Bleeding, I'm torn by a different me
Deflate the urge to complain
I accept the blade
Swallow the dirt
It doesn't hurt
Not when my thoughts are secured
But I'm never secure
Am I supposed to be?
I'M PARANOID AND CAN'T SLEEP
KOLONIPAN, LIQUOR &&& FATE
INGESTING ALL OF MY MISTAKES
PUSH THEM ONTO THE FLOOR
I COULDN'T KEEP THEM DOWN
SHAKING AND SWELLING
I'M NOT CONVINCED I DESERVE TO BE SOBER
CHEW ON CHUNKS OF MIRROR
TO SHOW I REALLY REGRET IT
I just want to be approached without the intent to disrobe
THE EXPECTATION TO DRINK 'TIL I'M NUMB -
READY TO MAKE YOU CUM
No one ever gave a shit.
I'M DRUNK
I'M EASY
BETWEEN YOU AND THE REAPER MY BODY MEANS NOTHING
SO TAKE IT & DON'T GIVE IT BACK
I'M NOT SURE IT WAS MINE TO BEGIN WITH
ALL THEY EVER SEEM TO SAY - "YOU WANNA FUCK ME?"
BUT HEAR THAT BOIL IN MY CHEST -
DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME
I don't want it don't need it leaves me repeating my burning sensation bible and a bottle in my pillow case
I wish I was sleeping
I can feel the burn
I feel it burn
And I'll feel it
I feel it
Don't wanna feel no more
Forced to lay -
to keep peace in the bottle
until the stench is vulgar
I'M DISGUSTING AND I KNOW IT AND I'M SORRY BUT I CAN'T STOP
I'M SORRY
MOMMA
LOVE ME
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