Void Dancer - Former Self Portrait

Someone got lost
taking a bad dose again
I wasn’t there
I don't know how it happened
but i’m certain that this life isn’t for me
i need something in between
give me something in between
glass and paper
the lighters spark
say you drop the needle
and you choose to go and get high
I’m at a loss
repressing old issues and files
i’ll spare some change to change my perspective
now I’m somewhere in between
give me something in between
canvas and dagger
I’ll leave a mark
paint me as a failure, as a work of art
canvas and dagger
i’m tracking marks
line it up and overdose in the dark
I just thought you could benefit from information
this world doesn’t care for another junkie’s gut to fill
reality does not bring joy
I’m coping with the things i can’t avoid
can’t get clean
dance with me
spin in grief
until we are set free
spinning freely