These Wounds - Until the Bitter End...

How long will life last?
death draws closer every single fucking second

How many more wasted days?
How much more depression?
How many more days
will be coloured in black and grey?

Another lung-full of poison
another sip of bitter degeneration
another futile fucking attempt
to chase the pain away

Losing all will
all hope
all vitality
day by colourless day

the rain pours outside
the night sky is black
the clouds are grey

reflecting in the quiet
moments of melancholy

the meaninglessness of life
the certainty of death
like a weight upon my shoulders
like a noose around my neck

carrying the burden of life
until the bitter end

Until the bitter end...