Studio Accantus - Getsemani

I only want to ask
Is it possible
Can you taking this goblet away
Is that poison will be inflicting death
Feeling how burn
Long before I agreed
But today I'm vacillating
I was so sure,
Today I feeling fear
These three years were hard
As if was them thirty
Which human would bear so much
And devote himself so much
In case you're still wanting this
And is needful my death
Abasement, pain, torment I have to bear for you
I want to understand
I want to understand, God
I want to understand
Explain me, God
I want to understand
I want to understand, God
Explain me
Explain me, God
I'm begging
Tell, you want me to die in pain
So that they'll remember me
Is it possible death would confer gist to life
I want to know that
I want to know that, Lord
Know that
I want to know that, Lord
Explain me
Explain me, Lord
I want to know that
I want to know that, God
Which award will you give me, God
For my death, painfull death, God
Tell me
Tell me, God
Why I have to die today, God
Give reason me
Please show me that not I have to die for nothing
I would like at least a bit understand God's plan
I'm begging I have to know why you want my death
Cause where and when I'm die I know
But I would like to know gist
All right
So look
Look on this blood
You wanted, so look
On my death
Death
I was sure so much
Now I feeling fear
After three years is so hard
Like I outlive ninety
It's fear to finish what I started
What you started
Not I started
God, I good know
I can't to stem you
So poisoned goblet I'll take
Do it before I change my mind
Nail me to the cross
Kill, kill me
Let it be like you want
Let it be like you want