Spite - Suffer

I woke up today,
After a blurry night.
A never ending fight,
And I saw you.
But you weren't there,
You weren't there!

And I've failed again.
I got lost,
In Black,
And cycle,
An eternity.

Flooded,
Drought,
With emptiness.
You weren't there.

I exist,
Without color.
I wander,
Without faith.
You're gone,
And so am I.

Heavy, heavy.
I put it down.
It's empty,
And so am I.
Lower, lower.

Hope, into Hate.
Sadness, into Hate.
Love, into Hate.
Hate, into Insanity.
Insanity, into Spite.

Spite!

I woke up today,
With a hole in my fucking chest!
I will try,
I will try,
And if I fail,
Fail once a fucking again,
It will be,
Just like me,
Just like me.

Suffer,
Just like me.
Yeah,
Suffer.
Yeah,
Suffer.

Suffer!
Spite!