Silly Boy Blue - Teenager

I care a lot
I fall for strangers
I blame my heart
I'm still "the other"

I don't make moves
But I can write 21 songs about you
I don't need proof
I've hated myself more than you'll ever do

I'm not perfectly quiet
Or perfectly calm
Or perfectly anything they'll always want me to
Always been loud, so you could see me in crowds
Hopelessly scared to fully disappear here too

Baby I'm not what you've signed for
How could you be so sure?

I've lost a friend
Been ruined by lovers
Too proud to say
How truly I miss her

I know it's harder at night
It will get better some day
Still tryna figure out
I might not only be straight
It's okay to cry
It doesn't mean you're not brave
I've got your back

I'm not perfectly quiet
Or perfectly calm
Or perfectly anything they'll always want me to
Always been loud, so you could see me in crowds
Hopelessly scared to fully disappear here too

Baby I'm not what you've signed for
How could you be so sure?