Sik World - Legendary

I wanna die legendary
Was never meant to be ordinary
The thought of it all is sort of scary
Knowing one day, someday I´ll be buried
Cause I can´t accept it
Cause I´ve been rejected
I´ve been put down and disrespected
Told my confessions to studio sessions
I never found somebody
That I could connect with
Yo, fuck me right
I can do anything right
Went through the battle
But I won that fight
Sick of the competition making me feel like
I was never good enough
But all my life I´ma rip and prove
That I´m through with second place
Because I´ma take first
I don´t know what´s worse
Blessed with a curse
And it´s been a minute
Since I have been to church
Though I feel like I´m unimportant
I know that I have a purpose
Rather or not that I feel like I'm not worth it
I´m sure not perfect
And I'm sure perfection is just a reflection
Of how you interpret; it
And I´m nervous but on the surface
You can see that I´m confident
And I´m dominant and I'm certain, bitch
If they think a rapper´s better than I
They never heard of Sik
I´m the illest to spit it
They didn´t wanna listen
Keep on pretending I didn´t rip it
You´ve been diminished I´m rippin
You must consider your career finished
I´m the sickest theorist
It´s making them admit it
The second they start hearin´ it
One day I´ma die and I´m nearin´ it
I won´t accept that unless I´m a legend
And I know that you hear me bitch

Don´t like this life I´m promised
Don´t like this life I live
This is my only moment
I know that this is it
I wanted this forever
I´m still surviving barely
I scream but they don´t hear me
I can´t die ordinary
I wanna die legendary

And I´m back again
Never was meant for a normal life
I said I was not meant for a normal life
I said it twice
So that way I don´t forget it
If I settled for a nine to five
And I pay the bills with
The rhymes on mind
I decided to think of
Before I get on the mic
Lonely nights, these unfair fights
I lost my friends and made some new ones
But I´m still doin´ alright
I am not a human being
Stood away from the druggy group of teens
Didn´t follow the typical routine
Of a highschooler
Who developed the habits
Of go smoke and drink
I had hopes and dreams;
And I love my stoners
I just knew it wasn´t meant for me
I had to pass when they puff puff pass the green
And I had to make that sacrifice
To get where I need to be
This is my passion and skill
If I don´t become a rapper
Who the fuck will
Turned down the parties
Where thots would pop pills
Have my mom and dad proud
I gotta keep it real
And nobody feels how I feel
Whack ass rappers always get a deal
Radio rappers, who´s next I gotta kill?
Your rhymes are silly
This city really doesn´t fuck with you
Boy you ain´t ill
And I´m standing tall
Even with the weight that I carry
I scream until they fucking hear me
I´m surviving barely
I do not fear death
And yes, I know the enemy varies
And I´ll be known for centuries
Not tempoprary
Broke out of the Sanctuary
'Cause I won´t be buried as ordinary
I´ma die legendary

Don´t like this life I´m promised
Don´t like this life I live
This is my only moment
I know that this is it
I wanted this forever
I´m still surviving barely
I scream but they don´t hear me
I can´t die ordinary
I wanna die legendary